two days before my 42'nd bday MJ and FF Kick

going throught a phase where i prettmuch hate everything and nearly everyone.
Maybe I hate myself? what I hate in others is what I had in myself...lemme see
stupidity, weakness, fear, making bad choices, insecurity. could be something there.

feeling tired. very little makes me happy. my current friends are of the highest quality.
dropped some friends as they suck and weren't friends.

tomorrow is my nephew's 3rd birthday. That should be fun, no irony implied.