Some things better some things the same

• Trying to look at things with a more sunny perspective.


• I'm grappling with people always have a choice but for some, they're beyond the ability to do so.


• enjoying music lots: ukulele and new Martin guitar and trying to sing/learn songs
  


• getting strong and faster with the running.


• going out on dates.


• working on getting better sleep.

das it for today


I wish I had more to write. maybe I should just write like a maniac. My neighbor's f'dup relationship with her man had been driving me up the wall, thus the grappling with some people seem to be beyond the ability to make a decision that is good for them in their life. I've been trying to convince her to get help from the Women's Transition House. She finally did. At the same time she went to the police and her man has been arrested for criminal harasment. He's been arrested again today and is spending the night in jail. He needs to get his SHIT together. She needs to get her shit together too...so she's not feeling guilty or like the victim.

The whole situation is beyond my control and I think that is what bothers me about it. It reminds me of the break down of my mariage somehow--maybe just the people behaving stupidly part does.